Things to look forward to:
– Brand new kitchen, powder room, front door, flooring, coat closet, wall paint, light fixtures, screen door
– Main floor makeover
– 30th birthday
– Summer weather
– Jack & Jill
– Best friends wedding
– Wedding shower
– WEDDING (September 10th by the way)
Things I dread:
– Every day and night spent in the hospital
– Pain
– Not being able to sleep comfortably
– Missing the pup for 2-3 months
– Sleeping alone for 2-3 months
– Pain
– Chemo
– Losing my hair just before the wedding
– Gaining weight from steriods just before the wedding
– Being bald and fat in all of my wedding pictures
– Pain
– Unable to walk the dog until the Fall
– Feeling alone
– Not being able to drive
– Pain
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Ugh. It’s just fucking horrible!! No other way to write it, non? However, you do have today and I sincerely hope you are living it the way YOU want to. xxxxxxxxx